Unspoken words

 Yesterday, Sam got upset- I didn’t quite understand why.  Made me sad, each time he gets upset I’m scared of the D word coming out again. :/. Hate that feeling

I asked him if I should get a blanket for YSE and he got frustrated.  So I told him he didn’t have to walk with us.  And he left and went back home.  When we got back he basically gave me silent treatment and just did his thing.  🤷🏻‍♀️

Decided to just leave it and give him his time. 

Today he came home with these…


From Trader Joe’s.  His way of saying sorry about yesterday?

I asked him about yesterday fun he said he was frustrated cuz he had an idea of how he wanted the apt to look and he realized we have different taste. He said he gave up on how he wanted it. But that it was his fault for expecting it.  I don’t understand why we can’t decide on things together it always seems like it has to be one way or the other, there’s no compromise.  

Sigh…. I hate it when it gets to the point that he doesn’t try to reason with me, or just gives up.  Seems that’s how he handles a lot of things.  Once it gets difficult he just gives up and says it’s easier. Doesn’t want to deal with it.  😔

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