Diabetes

 I can’t believe it!!! My 2 hr GTT was positive which means I’m diabetic!  I’m having a hard time with food as it is and now this!  :(. Makes me feel depressed like I won’t be able to enjoy foods anymore.

Sam tried so hard to cheer me up or encourage me- telling me it’s reversible, I just need to exercise.  This may be true but I can’t believe it.

I haven’t really been depressed.  Think about mom and dad a lot.  But other then that- no postpartum depression or anything.  

Sigh… just another thing I have to deal with 

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